Have you ever been so numb you had to force yourself to feel?
Have you ever asked yourself if what you felt was real?
Have you ever been so helpless, begging to feel again?
Have you ever felt you were alive, but you don’t remember when?
Have you ever felt so lost in time, you wake up to another day -
Wondering if you were even really there yesterday?
Have you ever wished for time to stop, because you’re too tired to carry on -
You don’t know what’s real or not, you can’t even tell what’s right from wrong.
Have you ever felt like everyday you’re off to fight a war –
And you end up losing everything that made you who you are?
You raise your flag, you shout surrender – but no one hears you cry
You wish you could just throw your armor, get shot and slowly die.
And when you’re at the brink of death, what would you be wishing for?
Would you still fight to be alive, or would you convince yourself no more?
Have you ever felt that every day, you try to run away from death?
Every day he’s chasing you until you’re out of breath?
Have you ever felt so afraid, not knowing when you’d lose your sight –
Not knowing how long you can still hold on before you lose the fight?